Best Friend

To : You 

It makes me sad that I have to write a letter like this to you, because you never listen to me when i talk to you. But what ever happens to us I feel that I have to say something to you. Regardless of what happened in the past. I dont know how to say it, because there are many things that i would like to say to you. But yeah it’s okay, i know you don’t care. 

I realize that I’m wrong, and nothing can changes that. No matter what excuse I give, doesn’t changes the fact that I made a mistake. So I don’t want to make any excuses. But one thing I want to say to you is I realize my mistake, I regret my mistake and I’m willing to learn from my mistake. Now the question is will you still gave me another chance? 

Will you help me learn how to be more perfect by forgiving me and giving me another chance? Maybe you will think im crazy or something like that, but i just want back to the past... Back to the time when there are no problem between you and i. I remember that day, it was Monday... You ignored me, yes you ignored me like an idiot. 

Yes i know i’m wrong, but i just wish you can understand my feelings. At least think about my feeling, think about how i feel. I don’t know how i feel but i can say that i’m hurt too, just because i ignore you doesn’t mean i hate you, i’m just... hurt... 

It is always harder try to fix something broken than just to throw it out of the window. Now I’m asking you to do the hard thing. Please don’t throw our friendship out just like that. I trully hope that you can forgive me. 

And i hope someday you’ll greet and talk to me about our problem, because i just can wondering like an idiot. 

P.S. Please forgive me...

Sincerely, me